My main happy moment from this week I’ve already shared with you; my weight loss success. Well, as I mentioned in that post, Step-Dad got out the 2 boxes of clothes out of the loft and I dug through them. I tried nearly everything on and now have a huge bin bag of clothes that need going in my wardrobe! Time to remove some of those large sizes too, methinks.
One of the things I found was this slinky dress, I love it and am pondering wearing it to the expat Christmas lunch. I need to lose a few more pounds for it to look uber amazing, but I’m so thrilled with how well I’m doing and how far I’ve come already.
Another happy thing for me is that I’m feeling my emotions properly again. I’ve been on medications designed to, essentially, numb me for about 10 years now. Those medications were amazing for me, they helped me deal with horrendous emotions and periods in my life, but starting to feel the full force of my emotions again is, while scary, such a great thing for me. Of course, now begins the learning to manage those emotions effectively, but what an honour and a joy to be able to go through that learning process with full powered emotions. What a positive to change to really feel again.
My Happy List:
- Super proud of my weight loss.
- Fitting into old clothes that I love!
- Autumn colours everywhere.
- Fougeres Pokehunting.
- Hit 10,000+ steps in a day this week (my target is 7,500).
- Traded a Tarot deck I never used for an Angel deck that I love already!
- Feeling emotions fully again.
- Feeling myself again.
- Trying to write creatively more regularly again.